Saturday, February 5, 2011

Random thoughts

I realized today that I had set up this blog but have never actually blogged on it. I tend to do that sometimes. But anyway, so I decided to blog today.

This past year has been a very trying year for me. I moved back home from Kentucky and moved in with my mom and my sister. I completely understand what people mean when they say that once you move out it is never a good idea to move back in.

It has been really nice getting to spend some quality time with my sister considering that I missed about 8 years of her life. She's a teenager now....OMG!!!!!!!! But lately things have been really difficult around here. I have been having a terrible time trying to find a job. My mom has given me the deadline to be out at the end of February. Yep in 23 days I have to move out. I know that everyone is ready for this day to happen. Me and my sister go days without saying a word to each other because she is frustrated because she had to sacrifice her room for me to move in. We have to share a room. So we see each other a whole lot. Mom and I have been fighting a lot lately. I am ready to move out because I don't want to ruin the relationships that I have with my mom and sister anymore than I already have.

I miss being out on my own. A part of me misses kentucky a whole lot. I developed my own family down there and I miss them dearly. But I know that the best thing I could have done was to move back home to be closer to my family. Not too mention I started dating someone in February of last year. Its been a rocky year for me. I can only pray that things go a lot better for the year 2011.